love hurts.
don’t go loving someones unless you know the consequences of following through with it.
it’s a beautiful thing
but its agony as well
caring for someone so much
giving so much
giving up so much
but you cannot cry
how can you cry
over someone you love so much
why are there expectations
unspoken expectations
my thoughts muddled
my mind numb
my aching heart
craving for the sweet redemption
longing for that warmth
of their touch
scared
confused
time goes by
round and round
sitting down
thinking of nothing
meaningless thoughts
sunken eyes
body weak
drunken dreams
lost
oh so lost
afraid
the world tilts back
looking me in the eyes
asking me
questioning me
why.
simply.
because of love.
